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Winter Faerie - Dulcelina Sneak Peek by faeriebarista
Winter Faerie - Dulcelina Sneak Peek
Next issue of Dulcelina Magazine is our Winter issue, here a sneak peek of the waking of the winter faerie!

Model: Tyler Mock
Photographer: Me!

Buy the magazine: www.dulcelinamagazine.com
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I want to be a good girl and play nice,
I don't want to hurt you,
But sometimes you don't make it easy.

Sometimes I want to scream,
I want to bite, kick and punch,
I want to claim what is mine and
leave you in the dust.

Then I remember how it feels
When life is going out of control
Chaos is reining and the peace is feigning

Down comes the walls
That you worked so hard to build up
The barriers that kept the hurt away

You're losing control
Life is ending
What to do?

Lash out, be mean,
Fight for what you want.

I've been there before.
I've been on that end.
I feel sorry for you.
I wish I could make it end.

But life is not ending,
The chaos will fade.
The light will come on,
And you'll see it's the same.

Life is worth living,
Love is worth finding,
No need to fear the chaos,
It's what makes life thrilling.

Build for a future,
Only you can make,
Love yourself first,
The rest will follow.

There is no knight in shining armor
It's you behind the mask
Be your own hero
And make your life yours.

  • Mood: Sympathy

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Amanda Jillian Brueckner
Artist | Professional | Photography
United States
Single Mom. Photographer. Blogger. Starbucks Addict. Magically Delicious.

Who am I? I'm a momma to wonderfully mischievous faeries, who may drive me crazy but make life worth living. I'm a photographer, loved it since I got my first camera at 12 years old, studied it, run my own studio of sorts. A blogger of course, cause you are on my blog right now! My name is Amanda and I'm addicted to Starbucks, it's true. Magically delicious, silly, Pagan by nature, heathen by choice, faerie lover.

Yeah I’m a beautiful disaster, and you love it.

I am 30 years young and still obsessed with The Little Mermaid. It was and is my favorite movie (Fight Club is a close second). I'm a beach bum stuck in slightly upstate NY, our welcome sign says 65 miles from NYC, apparently our new selling point is we are like Brooklyn but cheaper. I may have laughed till I cried. But my little town/city is starting to have a strong theme of Artistic. Which I love.

I'm just a bit random at times. Ok ok I'm a lot random all the time.

My two mischievous faeries are Ariel aka Mermaid Girl and AJ aka Monster Boy. AJ is my first born, my son, my love, the starting point of my journey as a mom. At realizing that I'm not just living my life but his too. Ariel is a preemie girl (not that you can tell anymore), I call her my miracle baby. 8 weeks early, 23 days in the NICU, 1 surgery, 0 delays. This girl just wanted to be born early. My mom says I did a good job on having my kids on easy to remember birthdays.

AJ is Jan 1st, New Years Day (and my papa's birthday too!) my New Year Baby. Ariel is May 4th, Star Wars Day (you know may the 4th be with you) cause we are geeky like that.

Get to know me through my personal blog www.faeriebarista.com
Interests

I want to be a good girl and play nice,
I don't want to hurt you,
But sometimes you don't make it easy.

Sometimes I want to scream,
I want to bite, kick and punch,
I want to claim what is mine and
leave you in the dust.

Then I remember how it feels
When life is going out of control
Chaos is reining and the peace is feigning

Down comes the walls
That you worked so hard to build up
The barriers that kept the hurt away

You're losing control
Life is ending
What to do?

Lash out, be mean,
Fight for what you want.

I've been there before.
I've been on that end.
I feel sorry for you.
I wish I could make it end.

But life is not ending,
The chaos will fade.
The light will come on,
And you'll see it's the same.

Life is worth living,
Love is worth finding,
No need to fear the chaos,
It's what makes life thrilling.

Build for a future,
Only you can make,
Love yourself first,
The rest will follow.

There is no knight in shining armor
It's you behind the mask
Be your own hero
And make your life yours.

  • Mood: Sympathy

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MidnightSkyPhoto Featured By Owner 4 days ago   Photographer
You are amazing! Thank you for adding Poison Ivy cosplay by MidnightSkyPhoto  to your favorites!
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MidnightSkyPhoto Featured By Owner Oct 14, 2014   Photographer
I've thanked you, given you llamas, and loved your work and you keep honoring me by adding my pictures to your favorites. Thank you so much!
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faeriebarista Featured By Owner Oct 14, 2014  Professional Photographer
Awww thank you
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JadeAndSapphireArts Featured By Owner Oct 13, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
Thanks for the fave! :)
Have a wonderful day as always! ^__^ <3
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faeriebarista Featured By Owner Oct 13, 2014  Professional Photographer
You're welcome and you too!
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Thank you for all the love!
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Not a problem!
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Thanks so much for faving! :happy: hug
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No  problem
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thanks for faving! :hug:
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